And you're not gonna achieve it by reading this.
Personal Favourite Things
sorry, they're ain't for giving away.
morning things.
night things.
and I need to thank my best friend so bad
for giving me the blue poem book.
I've already started using it!
Gifts
thank you for the presents
but it was the hand-made cards that made me cry.
People of 3rd Row, I love you in all the infinity the universe offers.
You're A Photo Manipulator
You know, you make everything seem paler.
My lenses can only a capture a blur of a background and the only focus was you.
Your face has the power only the sun could have own;
your smile brightens everything,
your frown darkens everything.
At times, on lingering silences, you make everything seem like a nostalgic monochrome.
And when it seem everything was rushing by, the colours saturate as I try to pick up on every senses.
The memories I remember were as grainy as an old photograph
or as detailed as a high performing camera.
But your power is stronger than a photo.
Because my eyes only flashes when it has you in it.
My lenses can only a capture a blur of a background and the only focus was you.
Your face has the power only the sun could have own;
your smile brightens everything,
your frown darkens everything.
At times, on lingering silences, you make everything seem like a nostalgic monochrome.
And when it seem everything was rushing by, the colours saturate as I try to pick up on every senses.
The memories I remember were as grainy as an old photograph
or as detailed as a high performing camera.
But your power is stronger than a photo.
Because my eyes only flashes when it has you in it.
Picture-Taker
I have this theory.
Maybe the more reclusive you are, the more you seem out-of-touch, the more you look like you're outside the group, that's when people need you to take pictures. A person who seemed to be in no relation, no significance in a group of people would always be needed to take pictures of the closest group of people. Why? Because the person's existence is of no importance for the group of people's memory. Nobody needs to remember, nobody wants to remember.
You could look at a picture of smiling faces, all together in a good moment in time but no one wonders who is the person behind it, taking the picture, volunteering to be left out.
And when it's done, the owner takes back the camera and the person is forgotten.
Until someone else wants a picture with their group of friends. Then, another click.
You know, you could just use a tripod stand.
Maybe the more reclusive you are, the more you seem out-of-touch, the more you look like you're outside the group, that's when people need you to take pictures. A person who seemed to be in no relation, no significance in a group of people would always be needed to take pictures of the closest group of people. Why? Because the person's existence is of no importance for the group of people's memory. Nobody needs to remember, nobody wants to remember.
You could look at a picture of smiling faces, all together in a good moment in time but no one wonders who is the person behind it, taking the picture, volunteering to be left out.
And when it's done, the owner takes back the camera and the person is forgotten.
Until someone else wants a picture with their group of friends. Then, another click.
You know, you could just use a tripod stand.
to anybody freaking out, I'm just being cynical here.
Pretty Much Going to Torture Myself with Pictures/Videos/Shows of Food During Ramadan
I don't know.
It's addicting.
Torturing yourself like this.
UGH LIVEJOURNAL Y U NO OPEN?
I NEED TO JOURNALIZE MY EPIC BIRTHDAY NON-PARTY, SPORTS CARNIVAL WHICH I DIDN'T WENT, MY AWESOME THAN ME PRESENTS AND THE HELL WHICH IS CHEMISTRY CERAMAH TODAY, SERIOUSLY DID THE SPEAKER JUST CAME BACK FROM A LOVELY VACATION FROM HELL?
Why Do Suddenly All of These Movies Crop Up In The Same Year as My SPM?
WHERE WERE YOU GUYS WHEN IT WAS
GEE
I DON'T KNOW
2009?
Kind Of Died Because My Friend Told Me That In One Scene, Alex Pettyfer Looked Like Rhowen
now I have this burning urge to watch Beastly again
to prove her wrong.
Honestly, Are You A Pastry Chef?
Because whenever I see you, my stomach flips pancakes.
I swear, I'm not even trying to make a pick-up line here.
I swear, I'm not even trying to make a pick-up line here.
Deimus' Wise Words
Go sit yourself out the window.Everyone wants to belong.But everyone is different and never will be.And that's how we all belong.
--- Deimus
(I am now considering making a new blog just to fill it with Deimus' wise words.)
Juggling Four Books So Far
I should stop downloading these things.
Edit: Okay, the guy looks like Antonio freaking Banderes.
I've Got This Song On Replay
The warm rays of the sun are of another world
The field of reeds are dancing all alone
I remain paused at a green hill, holding a conversation
I’ve yet to finish with her
The sky is of an expressionless face
The field of reeds are dancing all alone
I remain paused at a green hill, holding a conversation
I’ve yet to finish with her
The sky is of an expressionless face
that holds no answers
You’re probably hiding behind the clouds,
you’re probably a star.
But I Think My Answer Would Be The Same As The Woman
Oh my.
When the person asked the last question.
I'd probably react the same way as the woman did.
I'm tearing up right now.
Oh gosh.
Hold up.
*reaching for the Kleenex*
Okay, Why Is This?
I just wanna ask: WHY?
Why does it have to be the year that I'm doing my SPM
that suddenly all of these amazing movies started to pop up in the cinema?
Why didn't they come last year when I didn't have a SINGLE thing to do?
WHY ARE THE MOVIES THAT COME OUT THIS YEAR ARE SUCH A MUST-WATCH FOR ME???
WHYYY? WHYYY??? THIS IS TEMPTATION, I TELL YOU: TEMPTATION.
I NEED TO WATCH:
1. Harry Potter VII Part II
2. Submarine
3. 30 Seconds or Less
4. The Art of Getting By
and I don't know. That's it. Grrr. Why is this happenning to me?
Why does it have to be the year that I'm doing my SPM
that suddenly all of these amazing movies started to pop up in the cinema?
Why didn't they come last year when I didn't have a SINGLE thing to do?
WHY ARE THE MOVIES THAT COME OUT THIS YEAR ARE SUCH A MUST-WATCH FOR ME???
WHYYY? WHYYY??? THIS IS TEMPTATION, I TELL YOU: TEMPTATION.
I NEED TO WATCH:
1. Harry Potter VII Part II
2. Submarine
3. 30 Seconds or Less
4. The Art of Getting By
and I don't know. That's it. Grrr. Why is this happenning to me?
I Want A 1000 Please
and somma this.
ugh. exchanging for last year's fast is so hard when no one's doing it with you.
It's Holes, Dammit, HOLES!!!
Wait a minute.
Shia Labeo/a/ef (still can't remember how to spell his last name.)
Orange jumpsuits everywhere.
Dirt.
Guy with dirty glasses.
OH MY GOSH
IT'S-------
Great, Another Movie I Need To Watch
This boy must be the Male-Me.
I didn't even know a Male-Me existed.
Cause Everyone Would Rather Watch You Fall
I just love it how they're just rocking in a van
like no one's business.
When You Are Having A Particularly Great Hair Day
and when you come back home
from all the awful stuff you need to endure in the outside world,
and you just look in the mirror
and go:
12 July, Can't Wait
An advertisement went on Animax,
and took me a while to suddenly realize.
LE EXTREME MEGA GASP.
07-GHOST!
*suddenly remembers her recent post*
HOW DO THEY KNOW?
Clairvoyant much?
My bishes right up there.
I Just Heard This In My Mum's My Car And I Wondered Why Haven't I Got This Song
Just ignore the wanna-be rapper shiz and you're all good.
I'm So Happy Today I Don't Even Know Why
perhaps it's because I started my morning with this song.
I've gotta-gotta-gotta pocket full of sunshine.
Oh Gosh I Love This Manga
more things why I love this manga:
1. the colouring
2. the plot line
3. the humor
4. Frau
5. Frau
6. Frau
7. Frau
Useless Yet Fun Facebook Note
Starting Time : 8.25 pm
-About Me-
Name: + Nur di sana.
Sister: AYONGGG
Brother : 3
Eye Color: BLACK I SWEAR IT'S NOT EVEN BROWN
Shoe size: 7. I'm a menace in shoe stores.
Hair: STRAIGHT LIKE ASIAN.
Piercing: Ears man.
Height: 161 cm whoop whoop. Can't get taller than that.
What are you wearing right now? : AWESOME LONG BLUE SHIRT MAK NGAH GAVE ME
LOVE YOU MAK NGAH <3
Where do you live?: in a house.
Favorite number: 7 :D
Favorite drink: TEH TARIK MANNNN LIKE I CAN'T EVEN
Favorite month: Julyyy and Decemberrrrr
Favorite food: CURRY FREAKING CHICKEN
-Have You Ever?-
Broken a bone: NOH.
Been in a police car: LOVE TO BUT NEVER
Fallen for a friend: HAH NO.
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time: my obsession is long-term, trust me.
Swam in the ocean: SURROUNDED WITH WATER SO WHATCHU THINK?
Fallen asleep in school: Constantly.
Broken someone’s heart?: Heh. The inept ability to be loved can result into a void of heartbreak by mua, thank you very much.
Cried when someone died?: ALL THE TIME. THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE REAL.
Saved e-mails: Always, from Denise :)
Been cheated on: I repeat: Inept ability to be loved.
-What?-
Do you want now?: SPARKLY CHARISMA, WACOM TABLET, FASTER COMPUTER DRIVE, EARPHONES THAT DON'T SOT
Is your favorite colour?: Purple. For now.
Your room is like?: Basic need.
Is your favorite whether?: You spelled weather wrong, idiot. I like rainy days.
-Ever Had?-
Chicken pox: ALREADYYYY
Sore throat: SAYA PALING TAK SUKA NIII
Stitches: Thank goodness never.
Terrible cramp: CURSES ALL AROUND
Cancer: God, no.
A fight: YES GANGSTUH MUCH RIGHT?
A pet: <3 A LOT LOT
Hangover: NOOOHHHH
Period: I'm a woman so that's kind of unavoidable *cries*
-Do You?-
Believe in God: A LOT LIKE EVERYTHING YESSS
Love your family: Too much man.
Smile alot?: Kinda.
Believe in love at first sight?: Attraction at first sight. Love comes along wayyy later.
Like picnics?: FUN FUN FUN.
Curse alot?: NYAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
Want Tattoo?: Not really.
Like breakdowns?: HATE IT MAN.
-Who?-
Who was the last person you yelled at?: My brothers yesterday.
Who was the last person you danced with?: Vadee. Cause Vadee likes to dance.
Who last made you smile?: Kang Hodong like
Who was the last person made you laugh: Lee Seunggi like
Who was the last person you pissed at?: MYSELF ALWAYS
Who was the last person yelled at you?: saya tak tahu
-Final Questions :)-
What are you listening to right now?: Hey Girl by The Secret Handshake
Are you the oldest?: SECOND.
Indoors or outdoors?: RECLUSIVE INDOOR FTW
-Today did you-
Talk to someone you like?: I like my friends. So.
Kiss anyone?: I kissed my badge a few days ago but that doesn't apply. heee.
Sing?: Uh-huh.
Talk to an ex?: In.Ept.Ab.I.Li.Ty.To.Be.Lo.Ved.
Miss someone?: Yes, my sisterrrr :'(
Ate?: ALREADY THANK YOU FOR ASKING KENAPA MAHU BELANJA?
Breakfast: minimal.
Dinner: dahhhh.
-Last person who-
You talked to on the phone?: Astro people.
Made you cry?: The person I hate the most.
Went to the movies with?: UM. I THINK LIKE BEASTLY LAMA NYE TU
You went to the mall with?: Dad. Because I ain't scared to be out with my parents, yo.
Who cheered you up?: No one. Forever alone nowww.
-Have you-
Ever wanted to talk to your ex?: INEPT-----
Been to Mexico?: I don't think I even want to.
Been to USA?: I don't think I even want to (except if I could meet Adam Lambert. heee)
-Random \m/-
Have a crush on someone?: OH YESHH I THINK PEOPLE KNOW
What books are you reading right now?: finding for some books to read
Best feeling in the world?: when everything is just right.
Future kids names?: Farah Juliana. Boy I leave it to The Husband.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: No.
What’s under your bed?: A samurai sword. I'm not even kidding you.
Favorite sport: Extreme sleeping.
Favorite place?: Bed. Bed. Bed. And in front of the TV. And my laptop. And Citymall and Asia City.
Who do you really hate?: GRRRRRR.
Do you have a job?: MY JOB IS TO GET 10A+ MANN
What time is it now?: 8.42 pm
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WASTING MY TIME
OH INTERNET, YOU RELIABLE YOU.
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