I've Always Been Bad At Psyching Myself Out

these past few weeks were pretty hard on me.

writing is getting harder, drawing is getting harder,
putting my foot out of my house is getting harder.

trying is getting harder.

I'm scared I'm getting a little too comfortable.
I'm getting too soft.

I need to step up my A-game.
Wake up at 6 am.
Jog with Mum.
Bathe every day.
Eat healthy.
Just do something.

No more late night Internet surfing.
I ban, yes, I ban myself from going to the Internet.

No more watching morning TV.
Go upstairs and do something productive.

COME ON, WILLPOWER!

I'll update if I fail.