i should start being an overachiever. i know that's saying a lot. i've been being a lazy sloth for all my life, thinking that grades and success is a birthright. (i know, how messed up is that kind of mentality?) so i think, dammit, for scholarships, i think it's time for me to become an overachiever.
staying up late even though my roommates have long gone to sleep. mindblow my tutors, lab assistants, lecturers, event organizer etc etc.
corrupt my body, stay spiritual, drain my emotions. it's time to.
suffer.
it's time.
dammit, it's time to be noticed.
everything needs sweat. blood. tears. oh my God, so many tears.
God help me.
