mojito little star

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music is my life/see you late at night

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bad flow regret

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and in this post, Ash brings you a compilation of sad songs.
You're welcome.

i'll just add this too cause they are fooooine.

drinking latte

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play the song, look at my pictures
and boom
instant transportation to a scene in every kdrama episode.
you're welcome.


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hard and clear

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I don't know. I'm trying to compile a list of things I find that's really profound about life or just name this post as ASH LISTS QUOTES OF WISDOM.

The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

"'Do you really think he can lead a country?'
'I hope so.'"
— Father, when I asked him about politics

"You are depressed when you live in the past, anxious when you live in the future but calm when you live in the present."— Lao Tze

"The area dividing the brain and the soul Is affected in many ways by experience — Some lose all mind and become soul: insane. Some lose all soul and become mind: intellectual. Some lose both and become: accepted."
— Charles Bukowski

"If you are lonely when you’re alone, you are in bad company."
— Jean-Paul Sartre

"People inspire you, or they drain you — pick them wisely."
— Hans F. Hansen

"Write hard and clear about what hurts."
— Ernest Hemingway


11 o'clock is last chance/for the people who fear failure

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wow i haven't post any screenshots i took for the past few months.
it's nice to look back.

wakeful, but that havoc

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someone who lives by the sea.

all night i look for you

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is the ache and 
the throb from
speaker boom
or ventricle rooms?

the half-moon cleared but 
the haze shined our faces,
staring at a band on stage
we don't buy tickets for.

'but it hurts you, doesn't it?'
your lips move in the dark
lit in neon and argon and photons
 voice strangled by echoes and chatter
that i can only catch a question mark.

'then why are you still standing here?
it hurts you.'

hoots and cheers as a riff
of an electric guitar strung by a man
four-folds older 
answered my silence.

we stood still
and you nodded your head 
to the rhythm.
he was off-beat.

'it's very much because i want you.'

he scratched his voicebox with words
i can't slice out much like
these words i write in my head but
never seemed to come out at all.

the half-moon was clear.
but the haze.

it's because i'm used to it.
because i'm used to it.

speaking parts were fictional.

People know how to make it come and go 
all that I know you never stay

this song, wow unf.

tamu gads

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i had cringes writing the title.
just an inside joke of the corny short term we gave to the tamu gadang that's held in our university. finally, a little more variety in the food for once. performances and snacks? we're down to it. and it seems like anyone who's anyone showed up there. especially on friday night for the streetdance competition. i've never seen a larger crowd.

a break in the library before we head back dorm.

RM8 burger.
Was it worth it?
The meat was almost 1.5 inches so...

the crowd at one side of the audience.
if you can see clearly, there is a bunch of Asasi students there.
holler at them, you remember where were you guys sitting.

blaring lights.

on two different days

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let me assure you: this was without any filter.
goodness gracious me, sometimes,
Sabah skies can take my breath away.

ordinary person

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the new PPST building small but the auditorium with three projectors is pretty cool
stopped by nature republic and even the worker said she was sick of jks
went home exhausted but running man was in 15 minutes!