We're Seventeen And Invincible

No Such Things As Those Apples

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Merlin Season 4 yessssssssssss

Oh God, If You Want to Call Me, Do It Properly

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I'm sorry if I'm asking too much but when you want to call me, do it when you're not busy. Because I can't remember what I was going to tell you if you call me in a snap and only 10 minutes after I ended the call, I remembered the million things I need to tell you about.



Despite Myself, I Kinda Wanna Watch Beastly Again

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strictly because of this man right here.
I wanted more scenes with him in it.

(even in the movie, he still persisted to wear a suit.)


So Basically, What You're Saying Is

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I think too much.

Hah. Hardly.
You were the one who doesn't know how.


But Sunsets Make Me Happy

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Happiness Last As Long As Sunsets

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It slowly fades away till you're left with Blues.



















I don't know, I'm just sad right now.

Museums and Abbeys

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“In poetically well built museums, formed from the heart’s compulsions, we are consoled not by finding in them old objects that we love, but by losing sense of Time.”
--- Orhan Pamuk, The Museum of Innocence





I was watching Downton Abbey today
and the Turkish visitor's name was Pamuk and I was like:
Oh haha, what a coincidence!
Then apparently his first name was Kemal and I went:
Really, now. Really?


Bowties

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I really like them.



Four More Exam Papers?

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No thanks.
How I Met Your Mother S7 for me.


Hey, Ya Like Gumballs?

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cuz I want one.



Stars

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My Personal Maths Playlist

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HONESTLY
I can't.


I don't know if everyone has these but whenever I'm doing questions, especially number-related, the most random song would come into my head.
Today, even till now after the exam is finished 8 hours ago,
this was in my head:






HUH. NOT REALLY COMPLAINING ABOUT THAT ACTUALLY


some other notable songs that pass through my head from other exams:












Yes, I don't know how to explain it either.


With Their Pumped Up Kicks

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too many words and unsearchable adjectives to describe anything.



Thanks For Asking If I'm Okay Babe

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because my day that could have started out like this:





turned into this:





thanks, darlin'.








It Steals Your Soul And Eats Your Burgers

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When Your Neighbor Is Having An Open House

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with a big-ass camp,
food from Hyatt
and karaoke.


And none of the neighbors are invited.




EDIT:
OKAY FAINE THEY DID INVITED US.
MY BAD
MY BAD.

Wisdom of Cats

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Why I Bought A Notebook With London As The Cover

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Sherlock ♥



You Know, You're Not Exactly the Most Amazing Person In The World

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so stop flattering yourself.



You Should Never Ask A Swallow Why It Flies

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because it won't have time to answer.




Rainy Day, Sad Songs Time

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I could watch the clouds for hours.




I've Never Properly Thank

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but thank you the ever lovely Isabelle for the gift.
I love it.
HOW DID YOU KNOW I AM OBSESSED WITH NOTEBOOKS?



Why Must The Kids Have Their Final Exam In Just Two Weeks From Now

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while we have to wait until school ends to start our last one?







Phosphenes n.

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Ugh What Am I Doing With My Life?

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starting time : 9.29 am

-About Me- 

Name: + Nur di sana.
Sister: AYONGGG
Brother : 3
Eye Color: BLACK I SWEAR IT'S NOT EVEN BROWN
Shoe size: 7. I'm a menace in shoe stores.
Hair: STRAIGHT LIKE AN ASIAN YEAYUR
Piercing: Ears man.
Height: 161 cm whoop whoop. Can't get taller than that.
What are you wearing right now? : AWESOME LONG GREEN SHIRT MAK NGAH GAVE ME LOVE YOU MAK NGAH <3
Where do you live?: in a house.
Favorite number: 7 :D
Favorite drink: TEH TARIK MANNNN LIKE I CAN'T EVEN
Favorite month: Julyyy and Decemberrrrr
Favorite food: CURRY FREAKING CHICKEN
-Have You Ever?- 
Broken a bone: NOH.
Been in a police car: LOVE TO BUT NEVER
Fallen for a friend: HAH NO.
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time: my obsession is long-term srslyyy
Swam in the ocean: I LIVE IN AN ISLAND SO WHATCHU THINK?
Fallen asleep in school: Constantly.
Broken someone’s heart?: Heh. The inept ability to be loved can result into a void of heartbreak by mua, thank you very much.
Cried when someone died?: ALL THE TIME. THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE REAL.
Saved e-mails: Always, from Denise :)
Been cheated on: I repeat: Inept ability to be loved.

-What?- 

Do you want now?: SPARKLY CHARISMA, WACOM TABLET, FASTER COMPUTER DRIVE, EARPHONES THAT DON'T SOT
Is your favorite colour?: Purple. For now.
Your room is like?: Basic need.
Is your favorite whether?: You spelled weather wrong, idiot. I like rainy days.

-Ever Had?- 

Chicken pox: ALREADYYYY
Sore throat: SAYA PALING TAK SUKA NIII
Stitches: Thank goodness never.
Terrible cramp: CURSES ALL AROUND
Cancer: God, no.
A fight: YES GANGSTUH MUCH RIGHT?
A pet: <3 A LOT LOT
Hangover: NOOOHHHH
Period: I'm a woman so that's kind of unavoidable *cries*

-Do You?- 

Believe in God: A LOT LIKE EVERYTHING YESSS
Love your family: Too much man.
Smile alot?: Kinda.
Believe in love at first sight?: Attraction at first sight. Love comes along wayyy later.
Like picnics?: FUN FUN FUN.
Curse alot?: NYAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
Want Tattoo?: Not really.
Like breakdowns?: HATE IT MAN.

-Who?- 

Who was the last person you yelled at?: My brothers yesterday.
Who was the last person you danced with?: Vadee. Cause Vadee likes to dance.
Who last made you smile?: Kang Hodong like
Who was the last person made you laugh: Lee Seunggi like
Who was the last person you pissed at?: MYSELF ALWAYS
Who was the last person yelled at you?: saya tak tahu

-Final Questions-

What are you listening to right now?: The Beach, All Time Low
Are you the oldest?: SECOND.
Indoors or outdoors?: RECLUSIVE INDOOR FTW

-Today did you- 

Talk to someone you like?: I like my friends. So.
Kiss anyone?: I kissed my badge a few days ago but that doesn't apply. heee.
Sing?: Uh-huh.
Talk to an ex?: In.Ept.Ab.I.Li.Ty.To.Be.Lo.Ved.
Miss someone?: Yes, my sisterrrr :'(
Ate?: ALREADY THANK YOU FOR ASKING KENAPA MAHU BELANJA?
Breakfast: minimal.
Dinner: dahhhh.

-Last person who- 

You talked to on the phone?: Sisterrrr
Made you cry?: EXAM AND PRESSURE.
Went to the movies with?: UM. I THINK LIKE BEASTLY LAMA NYE TU
You went to the mall with?: Dad. Because I ain't scared to be out with my parents, yo.
Who cheered you up?: No one. Forever alone nowww.

-Have you- 

Ever wanted to talk to your ex?: INEPT-----
Been to Mexico?: I don't think I even want to.
Been to USA?: I don't think I even want to (except if I could meet Adam Lambert. heee)

-Random-

Have a crush on someone?: OH YESHH I THINK PEOPLE KNOW
What books are you reading right now?: I FINISHED THE QUEEN'S THIEF SO NOW IT'S JUST STUDYYY
Best feeling in the world?: when everything is just right.
Future kids names?: Farah Juliana. Boy I leave it to The Husband.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: No.
What’s under your bed?: A samurai sword. I'm not even kidding you.
Favorite sport: Extreme sleeping.
Favorite place?: Bed. Bed. Bed. And in front of the TV. And my laptop. And Citymall and Asia City.
Who do you really hate?: GRRRRRR.
Do you have a job?: MY JOB IS TO GET 10A+ MANN
What time is it now?: 9.32 am


THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME WASTING MY TIME
OH INTERNET, YOU RELIABLE YOU.


"I Might Need To Throw Some Inkpots."

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oh good God.
I finished it.

Every single one of them.


(oh, Eugenides and his ink-throwing tantrums.)






You Turn Strangers Into Friends With Just A Shake Of Your Hand

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that's why I just can't understand
why you think you're so bland.

(if your infectiousness can be canned,
it'll be named Crashland Dreamland.)


IS MY BRITISH ACCENT FRIGHTENING YOU? OHOHOHOHOHO. KRUMPETS CHEERIO PIP PIP AND ALL THAT

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Please, I'm too important for trials.



Buncha Sakuras

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I don't really live in Japan.
But I sure wish to visit it during spring.




KKIA HIGHWAY.



Everyday Now I Feel Like

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I'm Flexible That Way

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I Still Dream of You Filling Up The Night Sky

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with the stories of your dreams and broken-pasts.
and I'd watch you with my hands clasped to my cheek,
holding my breath at every inflection of your smooth voice,
your hands demanding an answer from above
and see your eyes reflect the shooting stars
because those were my dreams and future-pasts.


Beware of the Quiet Ones

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I Have This Horrid Fear of Mascots

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but dammit.

this is the only exception.









   



With the end of the 13th IAAF Championship,
it's like I'm missing a friend already.
Come baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.







Can You Log Out of Life?

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just once.
just rest your eyes
before looking back at the screen?


A: Yes, it's called sleep.


(I'm even trolling myself.)

This is Me This Monday

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Those Moments That Make A Life

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We were giving sister a send off as she head back to the capital to continue her study after a week of holiday. It really wasn't enough. I didn't really think much of it until she was properly gone. I kept on telling my mum that it was only for two more months but the feeling of loss is still there. I'm not much to make a big deal about this because it really isn't but to think about it for just a moment really makes me sad and nonchalant. Because we weren't really going to be to the one family unit we always were. 

things change.
we grow up.
which saddens me because I guess my childhood is really going to be over soon.





behind all the jokes and laughter, 
I never really realized that some of them would eventually die out through time. 




but as always, I am grateful for my childhood.
It was one of the best years of my life.
And I intend to make some more.



You Know What? YOU KNOW WHAT?

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the only type of movies
I'm going to watch now
would be from
Marvel.

Yeah.
I said it.





Honestly, This Song Comes On When I Think of You

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CNBlue

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Don't try to leave me
With only an excuse

I don't like sad good byes
Long times will erase you away
I get a feeling that you and I are over
But each day will be a torture for me
I already know through my intuition
Don't avoid my eyes
Long, long times will erase you away
But everyday will be a nightmare.



I Think About the Weirdest Things

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people look at things like these and go:
oh, so beautiful!
so pretty
so inspiring

and I'm just sitting in front of my laptop going:
Wow, that arrangement would make it hard to brush off the dust, won't it?