I Should Be Freaking Out Right?




Calling the sirens.
Ringing the bells.
Pounding the gong.
Releasing the hounds.


Sound the mayhem.




But oddly, 

I feel calm.



So calm.
And secure.
And sure of myself.
So confident.


Why do I feel this way when I know the exam
that would be the pivot point of my life is in two weeks?



Maybe because I am.